I know, not homantenuto my promise and humbly ask forgiveness for the delay but I had the flu and conjunctivitis and stand before the PC was a huge pain ... then I sincerely hope you can forgive me!
to make you happy today, in this chapter, I put a lot of photos!
ENJOY!
to make you happy today, in this chapter, I put a lot of photos!
ENJOY!
(Ps I have incorporated a video that is just to listen and not to see ... I wanted to put the notes of this song in this chapter because I thought it adattassero beautifully described scenes! kisses! and I hope you like it!)
The Valentine's Day began in the best way. I was woken up at half past nine the bell. I ignored him for the first five times and then I got up and went to open in my pajamas.
Even with half-closed eyes opened the door and found myself in front of a boy who had never seen.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Hello! Miss Penelope Brands?>> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;si…>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;may sign this?>>
He handed me a sheet.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Scusa but cos'è?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Oh to receive queste!>>
He stepped back and showed me two baskets of red roses that were in ground near the door.
\u0026lt;'I am ninety rose!>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Ninety roses?!? O damn it!>>
I signed the receipt and took her inside the house those roses.
I took the note and read it there. Of course it was to Paris.
"We are together ninety days and were the best days of my life ... I hope to spend with you not only another ninety days, but the next ninety years! I love you! "If
... ninety ... I do not want to live one hundred and nineteen years!
That ticket put me so much happiness and sadness in the heart at the same time.
I wonder if we would have celebrated Valentine's Day together ... other
Now I took the phone and dialed the number of Paris.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Love my thanks! They are fantastic!>> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;I knew you would have liked ...>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;But Paris are ninety roses ... You must have paid a fortune and then not to mention the fact that where I put ninety roses? You should not have .. I had only a>> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;Tu deserve all this and much più!>>
Paris organized a dinner that evening at his home. It was just me and him, by candlelight to eat what he had cooked for me.
It was a magical evening.
We had dinner, chatted, danced and made love everywhere. We
lying on the couch. He hugged me and kissed me on the shoulder.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Ti amo!>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Cosa?>> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;Ti love Paride!>>
He turned me and gave me a passionate kiss. was really excited and I had tears I throbbed under the eyelids.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I'll miss you ... I can not even quantify how much I miss you because you can not do it ... there will be a great empty without you but I love you and want you to be happy ... you'll be happy when you're there, right?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Sarò me sad because you mancherai…>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;No ! You will have to be happy because being there is what you want ... then you'll be happy. Think of me and I think you'll be happy. You'll be happy as they say ...>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Penny I do not want lasciarti!>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;But you and you will do and I'll here waiting and then when you become a super super engineer who will design the robots of the future then we'll be together again ...>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Penny will only be for one year ... but I promise I will return to the summer holidays and then for the Christmas holidays.>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Back when you return. I will be here>> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;I love you Penny! You're the best thing that could ever happen to me>>
That sentence was the best thing I could never give. After that night, I almost moved to his home. We were always together.
A few days later I discovered that I had passed the test with honors in physics for which there was not need me to do the oral exam so I was free for two weeks. Those two weeks
practically almost never went out of the house. We spent all our time together to make us embrace the pampering. do not even speak. It made no sense to talk about because anything we said we would have ended up even more sad. On March 1
resumed classes but I did not go. I could not tear myself away from him. I did not want to waste even one precious minute. But the weeks passed quickly, and March 16, the day of departure to Paris, arrived in a flash.
He came home a few days to be with his family but returned to the fifteenth makes to be with me.
That night neither of us slept. We stood without speaking to each other's arms all night and when the alarm rang at six in the morning I opened my eyes and saw him staring at me with shining eyes and both our pillows were wet. We shook
strong but then I had to leave to allow him to prepare. Carmine would
accompanied to the airport of Lamezia Terme and I would go with them but at the last moment I pulled back.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I'm sorry I can not come ... I'd be too bad to see you go. Greeting each here is better!>> He agreed. If I went to the airport with him I would not have had the courage to let go. We shook
and we kissed extension but then he walked away from me.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Now you have to go run ... otherwise you do not change my mind and left more from>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Ti'm just arrivo!>>
He turned but I took his hand and shook it again.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Back by me… please come by me!>> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;Aspettami…>>
He approached me and gave me a sweet kiss on the forehead.
He turned again and regardless in the face, left the house closing the front door behind him. I saw him
exit and as soon as the door was closed I started to cry and sank to the ground.
beat your fists on the ground. The pain I felt was tremendous. How could I live without him? The answer was: how I lived before I knew.
But as I had lived before you know it? I did not remember more. I felt that my life had begun when I met Paris. Before him was the absolute vacuum.
is that when you least expect it, life takes over what you gave.
Life is illegitimate because the happiness she gives to you but you leave the concession for a bit 'of time just a little 'getting used to and then, abruptly, you take it away leaving a terrible taste in my mouth and heart.
After an hour I went away from home in Paris. I took all my stuff and put it in a backpack because I was sure that in that apartment, there would never again put foot.
To return to my house did not take the bus.
walked slowly to my house. It took two and a half hours.
When I arrived, I opened the door to my room and I found John who immediately got out of bed and hugged me without saying anything. I I burst into tears again, and with John we lay down on the bed and he held me close to him making me vent until my sobs ended and I fell asleep.
do not know how I would do without John that night and then all the days to come.
I was a wreck. I woke up late, did not go to class, not even went out of the house. I was days and days locked in my room to smoke and eat with only the company of my mobile phone lying on the pillow waiting for another phone call from Paris.
The day after the departure of Paris, as he promised, as soon as he arrived he called me.
was two in the afternoon when the phone lit up. I took him right away and in his hand and said anxiously.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Hello? Paris?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Ciao piccola!>> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;My love ... you get so good? What time is it there for you?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Here are eight in the morning, I have just landed. The time to buy an international card and I called you. How are you my love?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Oh, I'm fine ... do not worry about me .. how was your trip?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Oh okay, I was almost all the time to look at a picture!>>
talked for fifteen minutes then remove the call because he had to also call his parents.
I was so happy that he kept his promise to call me ...
He said he would be placed as soon as you call me back.
He had not brought anything from Italy. As a mobile computer saying that it would have all bought back there to take no unnecessary weight.
not have its own address, not being able to contact was in any way for me to madness. Crazy
literally.
After a week, at last, John managed to bring to class.
I have to say that day, even though I knew absolutely nothing about the geometry lesson, I felt better. Stare
to fix the blackboard full of formulas and then copy them incomprehensible to the notebook did not make me think of Paris and what he was doing.
After two weeks of his departure, finally, I received another call from Paris.
I had just fallen asleep when my phone began to ring Lu Sule, Lu Mare, Lu Jent of South Sound System, strike that Paris had set for me on my cell "You must have an alarm if no such polentone continue to call you. "
I woke up immediately and answered.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Pronto?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Hello baby! Were you sleeping?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Oh Paride, love mio, no no I was not dormendo…>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Si invece…>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Ok, but I was sleeping now I'm wide awake! How are you?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I'm fine! Everything is great! You should see how the departments are spectacular .. and equipment? We want to talk about? I mean I did not never seen so equipped laboratories. And the computer? Look what they have mega computer ... everything here is an amended>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Have Really? That's nice, I am super happy!>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Yeah! So are you! Do you think that yesterday I have developed a software for designing electronic brain of a robot they are building. Hardly believe it! And the students are all so .. so ... so motivated! I found my place in the world>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;But is fantastico!>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;And the assistant professor in which I am really a genio… I hope to become like him a giorno…>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;become like him and even more good if you agree and are sure that you always>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Yeah ... I miss you Penny! I miss you so much! Being here is great but without you I can not be as happy as I would like ...>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;You only get used a bit 'on me does not always around. You'll see that in a bit 'of time will be different ...>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Ti love you baby do not you dimenticare…>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Lo so… I love you too much io!>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;But you tell me how things are going? John how are you? And the one? Are you going to school?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Yes, I started to go there ... John, every morning, you, me and takes me to lessons. And I am very close ... I miss you a world>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Remember to thank him when I come back ... but do not fall in love with him ok?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I love only te!>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Thanks! Little do I go now, I'll call you as soon as I can ok?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Ok! Thanks for letting me call you ... so ... I was hoping>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;If I could call you every day! I love you!>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Ti amo!>>
did not sleep that night and the next day, John, made a huge effort and make me get out of bed.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;So did he call it? He's doing a little 'the shit you know?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Not can call spesso…>> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;Certo può, that is not vuole!> ;>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Giò but what dici?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I say that is a jerk! She must not go!>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Si which was partire… sorry that you feel obliged to pull up the morale…>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I do not feel obliged .. You're my best friend. For you I'd do all this and more but I is not good that he is there to have fun while you're here to fix a fucking phone all day!>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;What I should do according te?> >
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Hope Floats Penny! He did not take too much ... you're wrong you get it? See you so it hurts! All this, I know, it's Andrea's fault! It was he who ruined her life and when you met Paris you're so attached to him lest he run away and now look ... I do not even recognize you! You have to react Penelope! What says your brother?>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Leonardo? Well ... he says the same things that you tell me ... I need time, because none of you understand? I need time to get used to his absence all ...>> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;Ok… I qui!>>
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Grazie!>>
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