0arben0 @ 2004-11-07T19:27:00
just returned home last night I saw this mail in Vero ...
"hello ..
do not know what has happened again, still with us .. ..
cmq ke say our relationship is re-aggravated again.
hours anke has become embarrassing to say goodbye after what has happened ke .
nn I wanted to get to qsto. that is, nn so .. I wanted to go ke ke so hoped we could salvage something from us, but obviously I was wrong, and despite all my facts Tentet x try to be your friend, it did not do anything. nn are quite sufficient to my efforts .. I deluded again!
deluded ke we passed it. I know it's hard but in the end, willingly or not, it goes on for strength! and unfortunately forgotten, and you erase the former relationship cn ..
well, I've always told you; ke nn I forget you, and nn nn I want to forget that there was between us ke. I wanted to happen qllo ke ke nn is happens slowly. nn I seeing you, + nn able to look into your eyes, for fear of qllo ke might think or say ..
only see each other and avoid us ke nn is quite nice .. Sn
the only thing I managed to do yesterday was to give back + box .. nothing ... and I'm sorry as hell. No pictures when you neanke ..
nn so ke ste evenings end you did, I can ke neanke caught on msn, I miss you I can talk in chat ..
.. cmq xkè nn so good I wrote qsta e-mail .. I just know I needed ke, ke I had to get out and talk about you .. cn
hello ... "
.. I told her so ...
at the last night I had a bit to do ...
I'm glad that you are interested in sending me this email .. let's say I've surprised, taken aback.
In fact, the situation turned out to be quite embarrassing for me, I admit that after what happened I'd be back with you deluded, vain illusion unfortunately. In the last days at school I avoided, I know, mea culpa. A little bit because as I already mentioned the idea to greet you with a posted "hello" or an unnecessary kiss on the cheek makes me feel like shit, a bit why I decided to detach myself to try to move on because I realized that by there's your answer to the relatively strong feeling that I feel, a little also for fear of uncontrolled and redo the mistake that I've already committed Monday night and Wednesday morning, so why consider it not?
I was convinced he could work, but unfortunately it did not happen and this further my bankruptcy hurt me every time I think.
Just today I was thinking that mistake I radically changed the two following days .. after a month and a half I felt like I was once alive .. and say thank you for this at the bottom even though the result did not go as hoped.
If you want to vent at school and on msn .. I do not get problems still exist, even if he saves you and eventually change the way I feel, you know that I will love you forever. What gave me the story with you I did not gave any history before: all the laughs, the good times .. even the bad ones .. Basically everything that I shared with you was wonderful and I am sure that 'll never forget it, even if I committed there. This is because I love you more than I should .. and even though I often try to convince Instead I know that I can not, and do not really want.
Remember me, and remember that there was among us, this is all I ask.
I keep all the memories of you and me locked in your heart and remain there.
I love you baby.
Lore
PS. I do not know if my speech is very clear .. I wrote it straight off, without stopping to read it .. if I stopped I do not think I had the strength to continue writing .. "
not continue to spin it ... but I'm shit ...
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